Another day of fear.....

So yesterday I waited through the entire day full of fear with regards to my blood work.  I know that everyone is waiting anxiously to hear what happened.  I'll tell you.  I drive all the way to Mt. Zion Rd (because the lab is conveniently located 2 miles from my house) and as I'm getting closer my heart starts pounding.  Kinda like I just ran four miles...HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!  Dear  Reader - certainly you don't believe I know what it's like to run four miles do you???  I don't.  Anyway, my heart is pounding like I'm the only one home and I heard a door creak somewhere in the dark - yeah - that's better - I know how that feels.  I make it to the parking lot and pull in but something looks funny - there's only 2 cars here.  Hmmm....must be a slow day.  My doctor told me she was "sure" they were open until 6:30 in the evening.  I walk up to the front door on legs that are wobbling just like a weeble - you know - weebles wobble but they don't fall down? - I make it.  What do I see?  Etched carefully in the glass door are the business hours.  Alas - they ARE opened until 6:30 pm every day.  Every day except TO-F'N-DAY!!!!  So I pretended to be totally pissed off all the way down the 2 miles to my house because I had driven soooooooooooo far out of my way on the ONE day they close early.  Secretly, my heart rejoiced.  I felt like a young girl again dancing and skipping across an open field of daisies.....because I know what that feels like too......yeah....  Anyway, I wake up this morning at 5:45am.  What is the first thing I think of???  CRAP!  Today I have to get blood work done.  The trembling has already begun.